Believe in me

assalamualaikum.
*ganti kata nama saya*

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finally,the examination is over.I'm happy.see my face?*big smile*. But when the examination began, I started to feel very low self-esteem, shame because I was afraid if I can not compete with my friends. I am not intelligent student, I am not a popular student.

I smile, laugh, happy just to convince myself that I am okay, I'm happy with my life and at the same time, I try to make laughter as my personality.I was used to laugh now and every time I laugh, I feel confidence seep into my body.
semua orang kat sekeliling saya pun memahami,they know my personality,and kalau ade yang tak suka.apa saya boleh buat?awak pon ada cara sendiri bukan?.This is me and cuba terima saya dan terima saya.

"yanne,okay tak?"

"*smile* okay.kenapa?"

"kau macam sedih je,okay tak?"

"ya,aku okay.takde ape la "

"okay .:) " 

thank you X,for being a good friend .I tried to cover my problem with a cheerful face and all the people around me have been cheated. but, not you, the more I hide, the more you see my sadness.
Thank you :)


i love this song sebab  lyrics lagu ini 'gila' bermakna !

Demi Lovato - Believe In Me

I'm losing myself, trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways instead of always being weak

[Chorus]
I don't want to be afraid I want to wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay cause everyone's perfect in an usual way
So see I just want to believe in me

The mirror can lie doesn't show you what's inside
And it can tell you your full of life its amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

[Chorus]

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today

I guess I always knew that I had all the strength to make it through
I cannot be afraid I want to wake feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay cause everyone's perfect in an usual way
You see, now, now I believe in me

Now I believe in me.

"We gain strength, and courage, and confidence by each experience in which we really stop to look fear in the face... we must do that which we think we cannot."

-Eleanor Roosevelt-

SPM ..i CAN do it.

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 assalamualaikum.

wassup ?sihat?rindu tak?ehehe maceh...:D perasan terlebih kejap...OYEEAAH, EXAM 1 da abis and im so hapy sebab results TAK TERUK MANA la ...nampak caps lock tu?ye sangat happy...okay,saya tak pandai mana pon,macam awak awak semua...me already got 8 paper.this.
B.melayu -76
B.inggeris-80
Sejarah   -70
Math       -76
Agama    -84
Physic     -52
Chemistry-53
Biology    -59
Addmath  -26


addmath kan?yeeahh,i know,tak lulus punye...memang takkan.*sigh*.me memang tak penah lulus addmath #confession.takpe,YANNE NADILA belum tunjuk belang lagi ..tunggula!tapi,bile?
ya,b.i tu tak tau macam mane bole dapat 80.something wrong maybe.=.=
hari ni ,semua orang tahu kan.tahu kan?tak tahu?balik tempurung kau.k joke.SPM result!cuak gila..eh,orang yang amik result,aku yang cuak.congrats kat akak-akak 5 THETA 2011 and kelas lain for your result and orang kata "do more,get more.do less get less".so,usaha tu paling penting ,bila usaha dah tinggi,InsyaAllah,terbaik tu mesti ada,selebihnya,as muslim TAWAKAL.and yeah,tak semestinya gaga sekali gagal selamanya kan?kurang bijak kat akademik tak semestinya benda lain tak boleh buat.rezeki masing-masing Allah je yang tahu..
lepas tengok result result kakak2 tu,i start asking myself.can i get the same thing like them or can i get more than them.and Can I put a great effort for this examination, just like them? ... InsyaAllah.
teringat balik the day bile all form 5 kene isi kertas akujanji.and dalam kertas tu,perkataan 'sasaran' yang aku
nampak dulu,i start look around and ask everyone,their target for this examination.Atika help me a lot.dia yang yakinkan aku untuk lelak sasaran 9A.
"biar target kita tinggi,so nanti effort  yang kita bagi pon setinggi target kita"-Atika 
thank you for convincing me all the time,friends.

                "Any fool can know. The point is to understand." 

                                       -Albert Einstein-